Henry Van Dyke once said "Use the talents you possess - for the woods would be a very silent place if no birds sang except for the best. " In this unfathomable network of blogs, ideas and intellectuals, I might be just another tiny speck of dust. But while flexing my brains amidst the heavy books of engineering, science and technology, I do crave for my ideas to be articulated; my thoughts to be delineated. So here's the blogspot rendering me ANOTHER CHANCE............a chance to grow up, a chance to live a new life, a chance to learn and a chance to write.
Introducing myself, I am Avinash Upadhyaya a part-time writer, full-time dreamer and engineering graduate from the Birla Institute of Technology & Science, Pilani (India). I hail from Dhemaji a small remote town in Assam - the north-eastern part of India.

Saturday, October 26, 2013

Bombay - The land where land ends

Baarikhar Rati Tumar Kobik Monot Porene Arundhati” (Translates to: “Arundhati, do you remember your poet on a rainy night”).

It happens only once in a blue moon that the lines from an Assamese poem or song strike such a chord. Probably you need a rainy night for these lines to reverberate within you. Surrender yourself to the rains – on a rainy Bombay night. In the country’s westernmost end. The land where land ends and the vast sea begins.

Look around at the Bandstand in Bandra. On one end you will see the sea. The never-ending darkness it carries. You will see lovebirds chirping and holding hands merrily, oblivious and unconcerned that is raining. It is 11 in the night. It is weekend. And the city has just woken up from its week-long slumber. The gentle sea-breeze will hit you on the face, soothe you and also shake you. Sea-breeze cocktailed with doses of intoxication. Cans of alcohol and packets of cigarettes will seem trivial? Only the deep sea can cause the effect. This is the land where land ends and the vast sea begins.

This is the land where millions of dreams get lost. Look around at the statues, inscriptions and finger-prints. You will find the great Raj Kapoor standing and smiling in his “Mera Joota Hain Japani” attire. The man who could dare to stand up against the conservative Indian society and set his own everlasting trends. The “awara” who could dare to strike his own dad when he realizes that the man is not worth being his dad. The joker who could make you smile and laugh even when his own world was getting shattered into pieces. The man who could direct a Bobby in a bikini or a Ganga in a transparent white piece of cloth and still make the make the Indian moral police respect his art. Millions come to this city, aspiring to reign over the dream-world. And what happens? Get lost in the crowd of billions, heavy traffic and terrible downpours. Not very far away, you can hear a band performing. A young boy in his teens singing in his sublime, God-gifted voice. What will you feel? Jealous – because you can never ever sing so well to the Arundhati of your dreams. Respect – because the young boy deserves every bit of it. This is the land where land ends and the vast sea begins.

And then you see her. The Arundhati of dreams. Moving around gracefully. Did she look at you and smile? Probably she did. For a moment your heart will leap with joy. She smiles at you, she cares for you. The next moment you see a fancy limousine coming out of the Taj Lands End hotel. The car stops in front of her. You can see the rich and famous man coming out. He holds her hand, opens the car door for her. You can take a quick glimpse at the car. You can hear wonderful music playing from its imported music system. You will see bottles of expensive liquor near the front seat. She gets into the limousine and goes away for a drive. What do they do? Savor the pleasures of good music and expensive liquor in an imported vehicle? Make love? You don’t deserve to know. You will never know. A pauper in black shorts and torn slippers will never have the right to know what the dreamy Arundhati does in the rich man’s limousine. The city of Bombay strikes back. This is the world where a pauper can smile at his dream girl and see her go out with the man from Lands End. This is the world where you will realize your limits and your rights. You never have the right to know what happens in the world of Lands End, fancy cars and imported wine. This is the world where the slums of Dharavi and the Taj survive so close to each other. This is the land where land ends and the vast sea begins.